Wednesday, June 29, 2005

чебурашка в щайга


днес видях, че човек може да си купи чебурашка за 2260 йени. или една щайга чебурашка за 5520 йени.
продават го/я в неомарт, магазин в центъра на киото, предлагащ приятни дреболии и дизайнерски мебели.

миналата година продаваха семейство барба под всякаква форма -- тетрадки, ключодържатели, химикалки, кукли (малки, големи и още по-големи).

тази година звездата е чебурашка. кой ли ще е следващата?

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

conversations

andrea

daisies III

и...твойта майка

два часа през нощта е, а аз седя, будна като роса и слушам "ъпсурт". и се чувствам напомпана с енергия. и съм настръхнала като охладено пиле. и не ми пука от каквото сигурно трябва да ми пука. и ми е добре. ха.


ъпсурт и белосава -- и твойта майка

Monday, June 27, 2005

no name #1

this morning the weather is just like the weather on a late august morning in Varvara. a hot breeze playing with my bamboo curtains gives me the illusion that if i dare to look behind them, i'll see the sea.


dj krush feat. esthero -- final home (vocal version)

Friday, June 24, 2005

моята стая/my room



this one is old, but i like it.

little things

wonderful things about today (in no particular order):

calling a dear friend i hadn't called in almost a year and her not asking "who's this?". i just said hi and she just laughed and said how happy she was i called. може да прозвучи кретенски, но, мишо, обичам те. it was eight in the morning and she was just starting work. it was two in the afternoon here.

paying attention to track three of me'shell ndegeocello's new album and being totally blown away by it. i've said this before, but this song is yet another proof that skin can react to music.
the cd is, roughly said, a jazz album. and so much more. then again, the word jazz is big enough to encompass so much. this leads me to point three of...

discovering the band "brazilian girls" who are mostly boys, actually. i cannot even begin to describe how alive their music makes me feel.

talking to my mom and her being so...i guess affectionate is the word. loving and understanding.

getting a hug from a great friend here. a hug with the whole body, warm and long.

paying my phone bill and being in contact with the world again.

having a beer by the creek on 哲学の道. no fireflies tonight, but still good.


maybe i should stop writing in lists.


me'shell ndegeocello featuring sabina sciubba -- aquarium

Friday, June 10, 2005

"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever the fuck it is we are."

the last couple of days i:

looked all over kyoto for counting crows cds; none were available.
rediscovered two books i love, but hadn't read in awhile.
have been craving junk food, especially, and to my utter horror, mcdonald's.
went to see the light bugs.
bought cool new shoes. bright red leather adidas. as a friend put it, the kind of shoes that'd look really good when they're old.
lost a few pounds.
wanted to cry really badly.
laughed a lot.
played spin the bottle in a dance club; kissed friends and random people.
sat and watched the sunrise at sanjo starbucks with two good friends.
exchanged e-mail addresses with a bum.
watched 'garden state' at 6am.
was 'in it' once.

elliott smith -- say yes